Salvation will come, you will not be alone;

Watching Pat's death on 'Enders screamed out to me; you don't want to die alone like that. In the end, she had no romance, ungrateful people around her and broken relationships. The mending hearts with Janine was touching. I sometimes feel I am closing my heart, closing up and protecting myself. Often I believe I won't be good, yet others see that I can be. Self-loathing never gets you anywhere. So I shall too change, in the hopes of breaking the barriers and becoming lighter and happier.